What am I.....

Gawking dazedly across the lobby area…..I AM FALLING ASLEEP…..4th day into the event day as I sit at the info desk, smiling J & answering enquiries. Not that I don’t like the job but the place is simply toooo cold & time’s crawling….

“So near yet so far...I miss you” was my message to him in the midst of the snoring. Somehow I cannot comprehend the tumult of emotions within me...I’m sorry my dear…I dunno why I felt so distant….hmph…guess i was PMSing...yet again...realised I'm such a conflicting person....strong yet weak,independent yet sticky...